Urgency Of Life

A very dear person to me just went into the hospital. His life is frail. I realize mine is not and there are so many more things I want to do in it.


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2009 will be the new year tomorrow and will give us another huge allotment of time to fix ourselves up a little.


Truly, I do have David, the love of my life FOREVER. I'm growing up for him. I'm addicted to his respect.


But I have to be a better listener, more patient and not so mean to my family. I neglect them because I have a mother who is an abomination. I should just be kind to her. And it will not be easy.


Some resolutions are carried over from New Year's pasts- laziness, horrible with money and calling people back. Will I ever change those flaws? I can't answer that.


This year is going to be one of Absolute Joy. We start it happy and that's how it's going to be. I have found peace with my erotic life in erotic art with my erotic mate. And everyday is a laugh.