Cadmium Nightcap

Coop shot me today at his studio.


It was Model's Choice. So I plunged.


To pose for non-penetration sort of feels like the dynamic opposite to shooting video for me. It's more about the variety of expressions, rather than keeping the consistent actions and gestures for porn movies. I can't hide who I am in the photos behind some lewd sex act involving someone else. The focus is all of my body and face and arched feet. Either way, I am still very enthusiastic about shooting with my friends because I cherish them and their art too.


Cobwebs


Now I know what it looks like to have thousands of Japanese toys. Soon, there will be a million.



Polaroids Are So Happy


At the end of my modeling shift, Coop took over my post and sat down for a portrait. He is a very patient and interesting subject. I love all of his facial hair! But I was nervous because I like to talk, but that could fuck up my drawing. I want to be the artist of my dreams so badly. Right now, I believe I am that.


If I believed in a god


He would be Dave


And I would sing hymns to him, declare my faith to him, worship and praise everyday and night and say "God, Damn It! I love you."


My drawing of Coop is now in the good company of my unfinished "erotic" painting.


Almost done, I hope. This piece actually has a deadline! For a Show I'm in with Dave on Sept.6

Meow Mixer

A Gorgeous Day In Santa Monica


Purr-fect Fur A Cat Show


Burmese Pride


I Agree- Happiness Is Loving A Cat!


The feline pageantry scene is pretty intense.


Catmobile


Let's do it. Allergies couldn't stop this man from such sweet, cat-loving.


Holding Babies


Never take this precious thing out of my arms, please!!!


We asked all of the kitten farmers if we could hold the merch.


None of the extremely hardcore catladies would let us touch.


I can understand why these people wouldn't want us all over their show pets. I accidentally got lipstick on one of the fluffy kittens.


Sarah and the Snuggler


All right... Okay. Just for a second. Then take it back, quickly.


One of the best feelings on Earth is burrowing your face in a warm, soft, living ball of fur.


Cattitude


Carmel Head


Hold me. I need you.


Certainly, there is a difference between show material and the commoners.


Silver Tabbies


Gold, Turquoise and Platinum Pieces


Obsession


Fantasy


Idolatry


Excellence

Stuck A Pin In Your Backbone

Happy Birthday Pat Fear!


State of Bliss


conjugation


paper jaws


All affairs conducted on this bed will be subject to Kitty approval.


And shall be supervised by an officer of Her law.


my peak hours are from 3-6


We just give our dog toys and treats so that we can take them away minutes later.


Tease and Denial


unspoiled


I'm working on a painting.


I asked Dave if it was erotic enough.


There has to be a reason and a story behind sex. Desire must be driven by something.


bedtime story


Goodnight Rose

Big Drill Car

Lights, Camera, Gourd!


The Life Lived In Fear Is Not One Worth Living


Dave took me all the way to Huntington Beach to see such a great band.


Frank Daly


Mark Arnold


Reunion Show


Dave says there is no way he will get his old band to perform again. That makes me sad. But I hope he doesn't mean it.


An artist named Qojak sent us a drawing done from this blog. I'm dead positive that it's from one of Coop's Polaroids. Very pretty and cool.


Frenchie Art


My Frenchie Art


Not Mine (but a really nice puke splat anyway)


I love the Farmer's Market at night. It's so romantic!


Loteria!

Cut

haute cuisine


David Burgundy


The Best And Most Attractive Places


I've found a way to not offend the chefs at these elegant steakhouses. All I have to do is ask for a creative seasonal vegetable plate. Instead of ordering a list of limitations and pissing off the artist, I quit being a controlling freak and let them amaze me.


Kobe anyone?


Our Happiness Beyond Value


Green Orchids at the Beverly Wilshire


Beggar Boy Bu


Mauley and Me


Maxine's Spider


Twilight

Blood Visions

I felt just like Jay Reatard.


Smiling, Yet Erupting From The Inside Out


Black Underwear Hides Stains The Best


I love toilets. Perching yourself over a porcelain bowl of rushing water is actually quite glamorous, in my opinion.


Then I Disgust Myself


What It Feels Like For A Girl


Watchful Eyes Of A Devoted Man


I Am Unclean And Unfit


Consummate Me


Deviate From Society's Values


Uncut Men


Pretty Boy


Lounge Act


Drinks The Paint Water


Just Dab It


A Good Way To Clean Up Is To Smear Shit All Over The Face


Cleansing

Corn Dog Rumble

We spoke like we'd known each other our whole lives.


I desperately wanted to jump over the railing and snuggle with these extraordinary creatures.


They don't smell like shit or bite. I had no idea that the myth about pigs being so clean and smart was really not a myth at all! I love them and want a really BIG one, someday.


They are all so innocent. It was kind of sad.


27 Year-Old Ass Still Slides


Picante Pickle


Fun House


Rod Fontana on the Bob Barr campaign.


Ensuring Your Safety


Oriana Drummer


Ringed Tail Lurker


Lover's Lane


Refreshment


Diane, Werner, Dave and me


In Eric We Trust


Pattern Recognition


Territorial Sleeping


Mauley doesn't take treats over a walk. That's such wussie shit.


And this is what you get for being a Boozer!

Until Golden

Reading the wine label to make sure it's healthy


I make Jamaican curry stew and pastries tonight.


Biggest Bites


Convicted Shoveler


My Alibi


Dave Pees


I Please


I love to get peed on by the one I Love!


Devotee


Spitting it this time.


my drawing


Kitty showers


He's so turned on by my work, our work together.


martinis


Dave the big-time drinker.

Boy Racer

Just Like The First Night


Only Closer


Rick Castro's Antebellum Gallery Presents: Automolove


Carlos Batts


Steve Diet-Goedde


April Flores makes her debut as a Photographer!


Gregory Bojorquez


Miguel Angel Reyes, me and the future male model


Being chosen to be in an artist's gallery showing is really an honor. April and I stand in front of Carlos' shots of us.


Dave, Steve, Carlos and Coop


Pulling Up My Top (all night with no boobs)


Waiting Up

Back To Back

This is the Anniversary of our very, first date!


Two Years Of Bliss (and Piss)


With The Man I Am Going To Marry


Let him come to bed every night to me, and our cat.


I promise to never bore the shit out of you, Davey!


We Are Each Others' Permanent Dates To Parties


David The Great Artist


My Art Is Growing


Davey blew out my asshole and I loved it! We were proud of that moment.


Our home is warm, welcoming and wonderful.


Two years ago, I learned that life could change in an instant and forever, and for the best possible circumstances. The opposite of a tragedy happened to me.


My life crossed Dave's and we were love- stuck from that point on. We just knew.


Before Dave, I wasn't the person I wanted to be at all. He inspires me to be better.


Dave is a real man, and one of the few that I know of, in the entire world. But he is the Best Man in that entire world.


I hope I'm maturing fast enough for him. I want to keep up and stop acting like such a whiner, and baby about stupid things like pimples.


Eat Your Nose and Suck Your Boogers


No, no, let me do it. Hold on a second.


World Peace is real and attainable, in our bedroom, when I crawl into it every night.


Laughing


sneaking into the ball sack


kitty in charge as we sleep


asfk


New Year's 2008 (in the midst of fighting my alcohol/binge drinking disorder)


"I'm so proud of you and I love you."


"More than anything."


I thrive in the role of being Dave's girlfriend.

My identity has never been this respectable!


But I'm going to be the artist that I dream of being someday. I know it, and can see it all.


Fisting In Low Light


The Happiest Two Years Of Our Lives!