Wooden Pillow

cooking is like the company softball team for me and my sisters


Davey cheers us on


Thanksgiving pellet gun shoot


hope nothing ricochet's into my dog's face


national holidays are for national white trash pastimes: shooting bb guns, gluttony, and gossiping


with a family full of such charming and beautiful girls, the gossip we produce is superfine -$100.00 an ounce.


all the men have to be renegades and rebels. Come on, smoke this, drink this, shoot this. Don't slip into the dark side Nikki.


vanity meeting


food was terrific and hard to face with my mind full of bulimia


but, I Made It. Kept it all down. That was my thanksgiving present to Davey and the rest of them. I love you.


there was a wizard in the house


which one will it be today?


the Live Album(Kenny G Live) of course!


I couldn't help myself. I was drawn into the kitchen to fondle, mutilate, caress and molest the carcass.


It's sexy to me. It's morbid and greasy and it smells metalic jelly.


fingers plug into find holes in this wet mound of bones and cartilage. Oils are my friends. They help me strip the long, pinkish grey-brown meat from the rear end.


White meat is sliced like a lady.


So, it died. A family gnarled and ate it. But I still do appreciate the grotesque remains, for the sake of culture.


I fucking love America, and all its dirty dishes. dammit!


America is a beautiful process

Dig Yourself Lazarus

My first sale! I am Legitimate. I'm going to make it- as an Artist, really.


a bowl of berries and fresh whipped


fresh whipped


when I get a new article of clothing, she knows. she finds it and makes it her bed


quality controller


dig yourself


Dave, me, Madison Young, Tyler Knight and Greg Hetson


Mr. Marcus absolutely owned it in Sugar Town. he's a slick actor


Jeff Koga shoots Davey getting permed.


Marcy, Mat and Leigh toast to a another outstanding Dave Naz Flick


Carlos Batts, Alex Gonz, April Flores, me and Julius Ceazher


we could hardly contain the excitement


everyone was squealing with delight


Hale is something special. Eric has a gift for finding talented people.


Vena sweetly forgave me for flaking on her. I'm such a fuck-up, deep down inside. My DNA says so.


Eric Swiss Balls is exotic like a snake charmer. Gia the documentarian dutifully leans in.


it's his job to find the new, hot girls. we rely on it. someone has to.


April took me to Agape last week. We feel like it sprouted some little buds of love inside somewhere, and they've been slowly opening, giving. Once in a while, that spirit/soul needs a blast of B12. New age church seemed to work this time.


but God we feel like dancing all the time


dancing is way better than any church

Sugar Town Party

When: Tues, Nov 25th

Where: The Beauty Bar 1638 N. Cahuenga Bl., Hollywood

Time: 9:00PM - 2:00 AM

Special Guests: Ashley Blue, Britney Stevens, Veronica Hart, Mr. Marcus, Tyler Knight & Julius Ceazher.

Vendredi les Bouledogues Français

Davey and I went to Tyson's event and got the VIP treatment.
Reserved: NAZ


Both Dave and I had never been to Skirball Center. Funny. It even has its own exit off the freeway. However, there is a religious theme to the place. Posters of the Pope in the window did throw us off a little.


slide Pre-show: David Hockney


there was a fantastically long line to meet our guest of Honor. but we didn't mind.


She was worth every minute. Extraordinary woman, artist and book.


my tofu meatballs (from scratch)


vegan banana split muffins (fresh)


Susan, Nina, Bambu and me


more Frenchies = more KISSES


our Kitty loves to be near our male guests in the house. she is the unsung attention whore of the family. She's also thanking Carmello for bringing over more dog.


when I show Eric my art, I get so nervous. I want him to like it, and at the same time, I hang on his criticisms, because they help me so much. My ego has to let go a lot, but it's worth it. Eric's suggestions are blunt, profound and golden. Dave and I look to him for a lot of artistic wisdom.


this is how he saw the room that night

Celebrated Synthetism

Happy Birthday to Dominique!


decadent Miu Mui gift from Don


thank you for reminding me of how -FUN -Cobras and Matadors is!
B.Y.O.W.(B.) Heaven


sharing the love of: Dominique, art, photography, sangria and kitties.


my niece said she wanted a painting for her birthday, and I was flattered beyond belief. Nine year-olds are brutally honest. So, I feel like I have gained the approval of a very tough critic.


my, little, Hawaiian Girl


how can any little girl feel perfect with a toy box full of this? Although, I never played with Barbies, and I still have an eating disorder anyway. They are pretty sick though.


someone is always happy


and someone is always annoyed


Dave took me to see Ed Templeton's new exhibit. Wow- this is an impressive show! We were very inspired and will definitely be back next week to check it out more extensively.


O., Miss O, and D. Naz


Davey and I trapped them in between us and squeezed. I get really excited in group shots.


you never know when exactly, but the tears are sure to come at night. Over certain topics: my mom, sadness, emptiness; or surrender of happiness and realizing how big Dave loves me.


flash floods. they hit suddenly, hard and then pass right through. leaving a little puddle.


I'm reading about Gauguin and Synthetism, a style that he used by focusing on the synthesis that happens in your mind when you don't paint from real life. The synthesis is the memory, and its more colorful and emotional. Not reality, so he could be free to express any kind of shapes and colors based on the emotion of those memories. Free.


Knowing more about this makes me feel better in my own pursuits as an artist. It helps me feel less scared and ignorant. I'm very thankful.

Trail Of Dead

photo shoot with Heidi Calvert a.k.a. Heidi Bluegirl


...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead


me and Conrad Keely


I'd never make it as a mannequin. I have too much hair.


Thrift stores only deal with real professionals anyway. This is not the level that anyone could just 'break into.' It takes something called talent.


way too much hair


ambien makes me eat horrific spoonfuls of old, refrigerator food - while wearing as many items of Dave's clothing that will allow.


Voluptuous Biker Babe [#1 Star]


Carlos gave a speech on art and paid respect to his inspirations.


April, Gia and me


Drinking Whiskey At Book Soup With Fellow Artists


Tyson's events surpass any other literary experience.


Everyone was somehow Biker, Voluptuous or Babe.


It's hard to leave each other at the end of the night.


we didn't get the 2 Free Tacos


gift from the #1 Fan

Historia

a moment that we will all remember


at Steve and Ozzie's


proud to make a difference


future happiness for the world


king midas (head)


sculpture at the Getty (ass)


we could take photos of the paintings, as long as the flash was off


I was nervous to hold a camera so close to the canvases, for fear that somehow it was degrading them.


my favorite that day


profile of David


est. 1931


photo by Faria


steaming hot toes on a cold windshield


we join the tourists in our own city


Because Where We Live Is The Best


out in a beautiful night, crying in public


joyfully

Let's Go Swimming Naked

last minute "special fx"


more like "special" ed fx


Okay, I'm retarded and I made my entire Halloween costume in five minutes.


I wanted to be spooky because I'm sick of all that shitty stripper garb.


it had to be a real nightmare of what my life could become someday.


Some way that I could die a pile of my own piss, shit and vomit


Your sister, mother, auntie, wife and sweet little girl next door...


turned Heroin Junkie and OVERDOSED


Tamar, Me and Gillian


Me and Craig- congrats to him and his restaurant that opens soon!


Brian of Jugghead's Revenge


Tamar is a fucking bad-ass graphic designer and painter. I admire that all of the art in her home is HERS. I love it!


Dave took me home after I drank enough whiskey. And we stopped at a couple of Yes on Prop 8 signs so I could rip them up and stomp them into the mud. Fuck Prop H8!!! Equality for all! Dammit!


Kitty warms up Davey's underwear.


spy film


Eric hosts us at his house of curios.


ladies eyewear


Designer Dog Propositions Dave


he tells me to keep my shoulders down, don't hunch


I wish I could, but I get nervous waiting for comments like that


garlic, broccoli, cheese, olive oil -all of these are SuperFoods (for anti-aging farts)


non alcoholic night


smoke your garlic. light cigar. cut cheese and take a big puff. don't inhale the bread.


Eric cooked vegan in my honor.


autumn goes unnoticed


Handsome Couple


The sadness about Eric's moving is now steadily flowing into our hearts. Los Angeles will not be complete without such a manic, ambitious, great artist and pervert collector.


Nina is sad too.