Ashley Blue

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Urgency Of Life


A very dear person to me just went into the hospital. His life is frail. I realize mine is not and there are so many more things I want to do in it.


embrace your culture


2009 will be the new year tomorrow and will give us another huge allotment of time to fix ourselves up a little.


Truly, I do have David, the love of my life FOREVER. I'm growing up for him. I'm addicted to his respect.


But I have to be a better listener, more patient and not so mean to my family. I neglect them because I have a mother who is an abomination. I should just be kind to her. And it will not be easy.


Some resolutions are carried over from New Year's pasts- laziness, horrible with money and calling people back. Will I ever change those flaws? I can't answer that.


This year is going to be one of Absolute Joy. We start it happy and that's how it's going to be. I have found peace with my erotic life in erotic art with my erotic mate. And everyday is a laugh.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Gift Of The Grab


there is no such present that could rival the presence of David


this is everything i want


we wait patiently to see The Wrestler


Blue Velvet [cake]


trumboners


Barnes & Noble is got kind of cool for the holidays. Christmas is a time of year to be more erotic.


The Grove is a big embarassment. Downtown Disney meets Bellagio. I used to think it was so fancy, but now those feelings have just turned creepy. It's like being at some hideous resort in the middle of paradise. I love Los Angeles, Hollywood especially.


make just one dog happy.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Voice Like The Last Day


Darling Nikki makes Davey and I our first homemade ornament.


Hall of Fame Tamales


perverted- is it me or santa, really?


Vicki reads her favorite Chrismas scripture.


Simon's Spicy Flax and Salsa


the men take part in all the girly traditions. Except my Davey. He just supervises.


Aunt Vicki tries to clean up but we hypnotized her with old photos from church retreats!!!!!(aaahhh. Help me!)


my sister loves my dog. she accepts him as the only child I intend on having for a long, long, while.


God damn it. We can't go five snapshots in to the pile without telling about a story of headlice, molesters and alcoholics. God bless that church! Thank the lord that I don't have to go anymore!


Kitty is our daughter and she loves her daddy. Davey is her world.


I am her extra pillow.


My sister gets to cut loose sometimes. But I prefer her when she's the charming mom. Her children are beautiful and perfect. She was born to use all of her perfectionism in these three positive outlets. The eldest is a saint in the making, the middle girl is a model and singer, then the little boy is dangerously cute with dimples and open mouthed laugh.


Kitty plays with Eric's gift to me. A Salvador Dali and Leonor Fini program. I love it. I love all of Eric's gifts. I want to return everything and every thought a thousand fold to him...Because he means SO MUCH to Davey and I.


I want to plan a party for Eric, soon. But not sure when...


I will surely post it on this blog. Because it will be and important event MEMORABLE AS HELL


let me have a couple days to get it sorted in and out. then. Yes!


this winter cold will not keep our clothes on.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Pure Guava


It all started with a simple card. we got the spirit. yeah. yeah. we got the spirit


Then santa , or rather Mark Spiegler came early with my present. An anal scene the day before Davey and I were to throw our Christmas Rager.


puss, mold and pomegranate


when I got home from my anal scene, I begged Davey to cum in my ass. It was all busted up and swollen. That's when it looks coolest, I think.


Kitty, get out of my way. I'm trying to push this load out of my enlarged starfish. I really love this time of year. There is definitely some magic happening now.


Next was the day of the PARTY that I shed tears of joy over throwing. I loved every second of preparing our decorations, snacks and tasty cocktails for our Dear, Dear friends. The pleasure was mine from the very beginning.


Our theme was all about individual traditions. I made tamales from scratch, red and green rice krispie treats, holiday M&M cookies. Davey brought some bries and hard sheeps milk fromage from the Beverly Hills Cheese Store. I got a gift of Sailor Jerry, which has now become a new tradition for a holiday party at our place. Learn about La bohème and sip on Sailor Jerry's dark stuff. Heaven on Earth.


Renard in his leathers, Eon in his black, Jeff in casual Indie counterbalance the hottness that is Adrianna Nicole in skintight dark stripes, getting hugged with conviction, by an icon of red-natural bushes who can only look up to, Veronica Heart.


My classy porno party acheived such high marks, enough to get the women I most respect as businesss women and supermoms. Tamar and Rebekah are role models for me. Successfull desingers, beautiful and accomplished women of Los Angeles. I love you both and I will come clean right now with my admiration of you both and perhaps one day soon we could move on to the next level- which is infatuation? No rush though. We all live in the most amazing city ever, so I'm confidant that we will do great things together. I love you girls.


rice krispie treats anyone? Why not, they're so retro.


Adrianna is a sexual being. Know it and do your best to try and handle yourself in a cool way.


Party at our house with the lovely lovelies that are our best friends. Thank you Coop, Ruth, Cynthia, Ira, Nina, Andy, Chris and Andrea.


I try not to say stupid shit to Eon while I'm on martini #4. Holding a chocolate syrup bottle in my hand helps me stay on the right track.


Janie is a Unicorn!


For all those bitches who missed this announcement:
This Is Chrismas Style and Never Forget That


Jane and Nina are two more of my christmas traditions that I want every year. We must have them or Chrismas will be cancelled.


Susan hugs me and I love it. She is just a sweet, loving girl , always. No matter what flatulance comes out of my mouth. I love her.


Adrianna is getting a room full of admirers hot and bothered. She makes an erotic photographer feel like a little boy with a pervert disorder. She can deflate an ego as easily as putting one of her eight inch heels through it. I dare someone to try and tame her. That would be the greatest love story of all time.


Eric Swiss and Emily joined us. As well as Erik and Emmelie from fuct. Leigh Salgado and Mat Gleason were with us telling the best and most fucked up gossip about art. Mat belongs on television, I hope someone finally gets it right and sticks him on a show for good!


my paintings on display for the festivities


my guess? this is a sexy heel from Tamar. I could be wrong. I don't know for sure.


Ruth, Coop and Adrianna will be our friends FOREVER and EVER because we love them.


no drinking allowed in the office


Emmelie shocks Leigh with her sexy, feminine, smart sense of humor. Eric Kroll is going to shoot her. She's beautiful and perfectly interesting. Again, Eric is the king of finding models and persuing his visions. Eric Kroll is the best! nothing stops his force of life


Thank you all for coming. I treasured every second!


Faria smelled extra -seductive in his new cologne. Only a man with dark complexion could smell this good in it. Well done. Now work your magic.


Bobbi Star was here, but I didn't get to see her. I was too busy walking around my house like the loose hostess of the night. I'm sad, because I really like her and would have loved a moment to talk about anal, d.p.'s and Mark Speigler. Rats!


Cats!

there comes a time when clothes have to come down

Monday, December 15, 2008

Damaged Goods and Services


I got home from a gnarly d.p. scene. It was the first one I'd done in over a year. I felt so swollen that my ass grew in width about two inches.


I only shower at home because Dave likes to see the wreckage on my face from a hard day.


but getting d.p.'ed is like riding a bike for me. I don't even own a bike, but I could pick one up at any time and be able to use it.


Thank you Davey. I love you more than everything.


at the Pettibon show


we snuck a pic


Regen Projects


Subliminal Projects


the end of the night brought us to the edge of Sivler Lake, to see one of Dave's favorite photographers of all time - Glen E. Friedman

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Making Me Go


acting ignored


behind the scenes of today's shoot with Eric


daggers


constructing the vision


Dave allows me to go deeper


Bu: the farter


I love shooting at our house. helping dress the set gives me a feeling of tenderness for all the pictures. If I were just some hired model at an unknown location... ugh, how aloof


something about the warmth of this dog makes my facial muscles relax


my first mini-bouffant! I'll get better at it though. I have to practice.


they were impressed with the centerpiece I made for my cousin's baby shower


104 newborn diapers, 35 feet of ribbon and 3 rubber duckies


this is the first baby shower I have ever thrown. I'm so happy that it's bringing me closer with the gals of my family. we don't have much in common anymore. maybe because they all have babies?


the whole thought of an infant scares the shit out of me. Old kids (who can walk and talk) are much cooler.


Numa Perrier is now a glove designer. She amazes me every time I see her. Always the most creative and forward thinker.


Eric actually inspired her to design her own gloves after he told her, "Don't steal my gloves! Or it's the end of our friendship!"


now I must learn all about these...


fine, delicate garments

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Repeal It With Conviction


photo of thomas monson (president of the mormon church) with a huge load shot on the face
My Favorite Piece In The Show


Davey and I with a fellow artist outside Antebellum


my work hangs for the first time in one of Rick Castro's shows. I am so honored!


Who Do You Love? Who Do You Hate?


me, Rick and Davey


Tony Ward


Georgina Beyer spoke to the crowd. She is such an inspirational person. I didn't know of her until that night. She is the world's first openly transsexual member of Parliament. Her speech on gay civil rights was one I will never forget.


lesbian wedding dresses window


Steve supported the cause


my favorite subject matter (poop)


horse shit


taking a piss in the Tony Ward bathroom


American Apparel sponsored the show with their message -
Legalize Gay repeal prop 8 now!


tongue-ing the dog


bts shot from my shoot with Victor


how lucky are we to have such talented friends? Very!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Meet Me In The Meadow


Davey and I at the gallery opening last night. I am so happy about it! My art is hanging in such a Wonderful show.


Margie is the best for introducing me to everyone at The World of Wonder. I love her soft pink hair too.


hot pink poodle


me, Coop & Ruth


Davey and Harry


Homeless Santa and me


1960's owls


gay bigfoot


Dolly!


Bunny!


here is the flier for the show Davey and I are both in Tonight (Saturday). This is the work I made especially for the cause. See you all there!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The WOW


I'm in an art show TONIGHT and will be at the opening reception 8-11pm

World Of Wonder Gallery
6650 Hollywood Blvd. ( Hollywood and Cherokee)

I'm really excited to take part of this with such NICE people.
The proceeds go to L.A.'s Midnight Mission.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Crashing Bore


she breaks up the monotony of mail that sits on her shelf


magnificence in Himalayan


this dog ate a luggage tag


Coop took these two photos last fall


I love them. it seems like another person is there. I feel like I've changed. maybe somewhat less of a pouter.


Bu gets serious


and moody


my new painting


his scent is irresistible


French Musk


do it yourself