Monday, February 23, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Pale Bride

today I got a letter from my father. the first words in thirteen years. Fourteen is when he dumped me.

I wrote back stating that I am: happy, feeling free and trying to be beautiful and kind. great. wow. congrats. and all of this means what? I'm cold.

I'm mad at daddy for ignoring me and rejecting me from his care and share. Where the hell were you all these years, Dad?

Now I'm a grown-up fantastic woman and I don't want to even bother with you. Please make it up to me. Please me like you would a child, that is your own.

suck it up has been the mantra through my whole childhood and career. sickly it works. and I'm good at moving on.

just because one man let me down, I have made it my duty to never let man down. I'll be here for you. I'll be it for you. Until you may want to abandon me.

But I have infinite love with David. And our imaginations are bright to give us the brains. I don't need a redneck father. But I have one, who is writing letters again.

forgiveness
Monday, February 16, 2009
Noise

I painted Davey's boxes instead of wrapping, to save trees.

He loves me when I'm mildly bitchy at a romantic, new cantina.

Oh My Lillian- she did it again. She out-sweets and out-cutes me in the VALENTINE-OFF
The Winner: Precious Runner Ups: Kobe and Trevor Ariza

a nasty hangover got me into the restaurant to share fried food with Davey. If I'm in dire need, he orders me a pork product. I'll have to pray and beg the Vegan Gods to forgive my weak ass

standard

Bill makes Pork and Beans the Look of the Night

Dave, me and Thurston Moore. OMFG- I am such a huge fan!!!

Thurston Moore, Pat Fear, Sean Delear, Eric Erlandson and Dave

Sonic Youth plays some noise at MOCA

I love being in the presence of their art

Davey is My Valentine Forever And Ever

man of my dreams






we finish up at the show, and my David takes me to Pacific Dining Car for a Lover's Midnight Valentine's snack. We sat next to Mike Kelley, but didn't ask for a photo with him. He was in his own mid-hot-date at the next table. Love blew up all over L.A. last night. We are the happiest.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Ignorants Innocence

Dian and I tend to David's nails. He deserves to be doted on by well-to-do women.

busted in the bathroom with a pack of Wild Berry Skittles

Boozer stepped up to play Micky Rourke's stunt double in "The Wrestler"

that motherfucker bit my inner thigh and drew blood. Dave says it's my fault.

that lovely boy would never hurt you. he loves you.

ori, why don't you just shut the fuck up and take a load off... in your ass, for cryin' out loud!

Raspberry coulis?

a gift to be passed on to all our posterity, etcetera, etcetera

draw the tv- justify those seven or eight hours
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Moron Bros

backstage: Davey, me, Pat Fear and Fat Mike

NOFX 25th Anniversary Show

at The Fonda 2-5-09

all i wanted to do in high school was: hang out with drunk surfers, let them have their way with my fifteen year-old body, and listen to NOFX

later at Relax Bar to see Underminer

David-Head

ambien-dick

no more hazelnuts after three a.m.

something more anti-inflammatory please
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Where'd You Get Your Name From?

i don't care who's breath is in your hair

all i want for instruction, Eric Kroll provided for me. he needs an Obama Tax Cut

this is my Davey. He has a stimulus package for me tonight

drum me. hard. fast beats. Prigden, Moon, 'old' volta

i really feel lucky when anal sex urges make themselves visible. i don't have to feel ashamed of them. anytime, he says. and he does. no qualms. only praise. he sees my sexual Freak side as a gift. I love you.


acrobatics

yes, i do feel like the best. Davey tells me I am.

i will never stop vying for your affection and absolute adoration. i need it more than food
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Rupert Fluffkin

i bleed in Dave's old underwear... closer i get

there was a red carpet situation at Estevan's exhibit. we don't do that stuff, Davey and me. Red carpet makes me physically ill.

Steve, Dave and Eric are lovin' Estevan Oriol's gorgeous art and gear.

he is all about the L.A.

Photographic Retrospective at SURU

dude- the dolls! I love those dolls!

Estevan takes a photo for us on his big night. He is someone we truly respect and has a big heart.

haute tag
Monday, February 2, 2009
Nut House
for some bullshit reason, only half the photos will upload. Estavan's show will have to be posted tomorrow, goddamn it! But we still have pics from Greg's show.

that frankenstien looks like my nephew

Dave's favorite photo. He's been a fan of these cho-lolitas for a long time.

this is the print I want. These kids are so fucking cool. the way she smokes. hell yes

Greg said I look like his model. I take that as a lovely compliment. Thanks bro

Eric tells me how much he used to hate me

what are we going to do without him? grow our own mustaches?

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Eric's last dinner as an Angeleno, for the moment. We went to Church & State. I actually liked the food a lot, despite the slow service. How could we get mad at the servers for prolonging these last, precious minutes with our Eric? We chrerish him. Everyone does.

that frankenstien looks like my nephew

Dave's favorite photo. He's been a fan of these cho-lolitas for a long time.

this is the print I want. These kids are so fucking cool. the way she smokes. hell yes

Greg said I look like his model. I take that as a lovely compliment. Thanks bro

Eric tells me how much he used to hate me

what are we going to do without him? grow our own mustaches?

01 Gallery

Eric's last dinner as an Angeleno, for the moment. We went to Church & State. I actually liked the food a lot, despite the slow service. How could we get mad at the servers for prolonging these last, precious minutes with our Eric? We chrerish him. Everyone does.













