Ashley Blue

Monday, February 23, 2009

Feeder


one thing to always count on is the need to stuff your face


with good things. all the best things


there's never been a time when i wasn't hungry


but isn't the question really: what are you hungry for?


time killers


money


assortment


indians


alcohol. lots of alcohol


Rupert Pupkin


frogs


Dan Clark appreciation

Friday, February 20, 2009

Pale Bride


today I got a letter from my father. the first words in thirteen years. Fourteen is when he dumped me.


I wrote back stating that I am: happy, feeling free and trying to be beautiful and kind. great. wow. congrats. and all of this means what? I'm cold.


I'm mad at daddy for ignoring me and rejecting me from his care and share. Where the hell were you all these years, Dad?


Now I'm a grown-up fantastic woman and I don't want to even bother with you. Please make it up to me. Please me like you would a child, that is your own.


suck it up has been the mantra through my whole childhood and career. sickly it works. and I'm good at moving on.


just because one man let me down, I have made it my duty to never let man down. I'll be here for you. I'll be it for you. Until you may want to abandon me.


But I have infinite love with David. And our imaginations are bright to give us the brains. I don't need a redneck father. But I have one, who is writing letters again.


forgiveness

Monday, February 16, 2009

Noise


I painted Davey's boxes instead of wrapping, to save trees.


He loves me when I'm mildly bitchy at a romantic, new cantina.


Oh My Lillian- she did it again. She out-sweets and out-cutes me in the VALENTINE-OFF
The Winner: Precious Runner Ups: Kobe and Trevor Ariza


a nasty hangover got me into the restaurant to share fried food with Davey. If I'm in dire need, he orders me a pork product. I'll have to pray and beg the Vegan Gods to forgive my weak ass

standard


Bill makes Pork and Beans the Look of the Night


Dave, me and Thurston Moore. OMFG- I am such a huge fan!!!


Thurston Moore, Pat Fear, Sean Delear, Eric Erlandson and Dave


Sonic Youth plays some noise at MOCA


I love being in the presence of their art


Davey is My Valentine Forever And Ever


man of my dreams







we finish up at the show, and my David takes me to Pacific Dining Car for a Lover's Midnight Valentine's snack. We sat next to Mike Kelley, but didn't ask for a photo with him. He was in his own mid-hot-date at the next table. Love blew up all over L.A. last night. We are the happiest.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Ignorants Innocence


Dian and I tend to David's nails. He deserves to be doted on by well-to-do women.


busted in the bathroom with a pack of Wild Berry Skittles


Boozer stepped up to play Micky Rourke's stunt double in "The Wrestler"


that motherfucker bit my inner thigh and drew blood. Dave says it's my fault.


that lovely boy would never hurt you. he loves you.


ori, why don't you just shut the fuck up and take a load off... in your ass, for cryin' out loud!


Raspberry coulis?


a gift to be passed on to all our posterity, etcetera, etcetera


draw the tv- justify those seven or eight hours

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Moron Bros


backstage: Davey, me, Pat Fear and Fat Mike


NOFX 25th Anniversary Show


at The Fonda 2-5-09


all i wanted to do in high school was: hang out with drunk surfers, let them have their way with my fifteen year-old body, and listen to NOFX


later at Relax Bar to see Underminer


David-Head


ambien-dick


no more hazelnuts after three a.m.


something more anti-inflammatory please

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Where'd You Get Your Name From?


i don't care who's breath is in your hair


all i want for instruction, Eric Kroll provided for me. he needs an Obama Tax Cut


this is my Davey. He has a stimulus package for me tonight


drum me. hard. fast beats. Prigden, Moon, 'old' volta


i really feel lucky when anal sex urges make themselves visible. i don't have to feel ashamed of them. anytime, he says. and he does. no qualms. only praise. he sees my sexual Freak side as a gift. I love you.



acrobatics


yes, i do feel like the best. Davey tells me I am.


i will never stop vying for your affection and absolute adoration. i need it more than food

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Rupert Fluffkin


i bleed in Dave's old underwear... closer i get


there was a red carpet situation at Estevan's exhibit. we don't do that stuff, Davey and me. Red carpet makes me physically ill.


Steve, Dave and Eric are lovin' Estevan Oriol's gorgeous art and gear.


he is all about the L.A.


Photographic Retrospective at SURU


dude- the dolls! I love those dolls!


Estevan takes a photo for us on his big night. He is someone we truly respect and has a big heart.


haute tag

Monday, February 2, 2009

Nut House

for some bullshit reason, only half the photos will upload. Estavan's show will have to be posted tomorrow, goddamn it! But we still have pics from Greg's show.


that frankenstien looks like my nephew


Dave's favorite photo. He's been a fan of these cho-lolitas for a long time.


this is the print I want. These kids are so fucking cool. the way she smokes. hell yes


Greg said I look like his model. I take that as a lovely compliment. Thanks bro


Eric tells me how much he used to hate me


what are we going to do without him? grow our own mustaches?


01 Gallery


Eric's last dinner as an Angeleno, for the moment. We went to Church & State. I actually liked the food a lot, despite the slow service. How could we get mad at the servers for prolonging these last, precious minutes with our Eric? We chrerish him. Everyone does.