Been Fucking The Guru

Rodrigo! you're back in my life. we are happy. family

missed my bosom pal Rodger

David Hurles , me and Rick Castro visit the one who ails

rehab rehab rehab. that's the hard part

Davey the Ice Cream Man. Rick Ghetto Blasts the invalids. Old Reliable lives to tell the tale

Rick brought David out of a funk. The company of one of his rad contemporaries perked his strength. He was even showing off his mouth wiping skills for Rick. It was so cool!

Thanks Rick. For putting David in a man's mind tonight. A fucking cool GAY man's world

making a difference. we all do

controversial shroud found to be unauthentic at the Fountain Convalescent Hospital

best TEA in Los Angeles!!!!! and wonderful art at Antebellum Gallery in Hollywood

insanely talented Gregory Bojorquez

davey's trees

me and Shannon Brown (he fucking flies!)

let's go Lakers!

he takes me to the best places, best seats, best food, best person, best. LOVE

please don't piss in the closet anymore. i want to love you. not scream and kick the wall where you're standing

fresh, young, suck the milk

he's a Boozer

can't help but know he's a good guy

Frenchman Boughue

Mr. David

watching the greatest Curb Your Enthusiasm EVER, so far!

we are all Larry David

i'm becoming a snotty recluse

no good excuse

nothing bad at all

i just don't think i have anything good to say, a lot

others are saying stuff

i look and get annoyed. so i stay here

inner circle

Davey is supportive of my orthorexia too

we love it. three eating disorders and a little dysmorphia on the weekends

that's plenty to do. just not say

Dirty Show L.A.

smell a robotic queef

Steve puts out the vibes

trying to recognize that porn star (oh, yeah - Kyle Stone from Reverse Bukkake )

steve's work with kimberly kane

army guys

steve diet goedde, rick castro, me, michael simmons

the motel rooms were very warm and cozy, even with the cockroaches

Fucken Crazy Greggy

greg's mom

Steve and Kimberly

susan and victor Lightworship work the crowd

some good shit

i know this move well. it's a great way to get a free line

fun motel. GREAT SHOW

satan fingers and licks jesus' asshole

labrador fucks the little blonde boy

Susan Lightworship, Heidi Calvert and me

artists love to shoot in sleazy environments. I get it. it's awesome

happy horse cunt

pot o'gold

vaseline

i do

how to make a wet dream cum true

she gets tense. i wish she could relax. and stop making awkward moments

hey artist. good job bro!

hairy puss on your face

Bruce LaBruce took this

pencil sketches of soft wieners and meaty pussies. rad.

gazing at Tony Ward. damn

lots of bathroom selection. What a luxury! But use protection.

proud of my husband's fine work. Such a talented artist davey!

Wear Down Fashionable Frown

didn't think it was possible

today i accomplished in wearing out my industrial-gay-male-sex enema bag. the tube is shot. i am an orphan again

worries

sigh

ok

play our favorite game

make fun of the dog's teeth

finding new ways to torment him. i'm a damn bully at heart. because i'm sentimental about bullying

Bogh! (handsome man in french)

she is a concentration of premeditation

don't

am i a good wife, so far davey?

progress reports are coming out soon, and i have nothing to worry about, my dear.

i may be lazy, but not where it counts- sexually

we see a lot of movies and we don't really travel

because we need to be home

they need us

we need them very much too

Standoffish

i would be warmer if i didn't have to wear clothes

they make me stiffen

i like to be touching in a natural state

wow, so "casual"

not until i can finally get down on the floor

with the dogs

where i belong and want to be

slightly stinky ones

let me scratch you until a small pile of dandruff forms

beauty

who we love

and make us so happy

seriously

uh

happy

Last Night I Said These Words To My Girl

old pictures and chocolate chips out of the bag tonight. at 3am, or so

it's comforting to see this wild girl in photos

who is that? i used to know her. she's moved on from my scene. I'm not crazy enough anymore. Can't keep up with her. too bad

she had guts

but way too emotionally unstable. But I think that goes away over time. Young girls have it the worst, but it gets better. At least that one thing gets better when we get older

am I lacking now that she's not here? miss her. but she's never coming back, she lives in another state. sometimes I cry for that crazy girl. and how rad she was. remember to smile

in order to continue, i channel her frequency, and that part of my brain that was severely coke-damaged but can detangle the signal that she and i have. secret language. funny. past.

now i have no trace of her left in my blood. I could even pass a breathalyzer. That's good. but i'll always be fond of...who am i now?

Young Couple Doing Things

Davey and I went with RODRIGO to see the Gossip at Ameoba

Hannah, the covergirl and sexiest female drummer on this earth - actually was nice enough to take a photo with me. when I totally interrupted her! sorry, but thank you!!! generous rocker

Boughue

Davey takes me to see a lecture from the Great Robert Crumb. A wonderful gift from the most wonderful people ( that we Love)

Royce Hall

not everyone on craigslist is a killer

our guy didn't kill us

he was very nice and a clean cut boy

he hooked it up to see SLIPKNOT perform at the Jimmy Kimmel Show. Jimmy is the one as Bigbird

Don Barris and Jimmy Kimmel are so funny. But mi amore es Guiermo!!! One day I will meet him!

spooky hallway at Geisha House after Slipknot fucking killed it!!! ended with the fastest metal song I've ever heard. Dave has made me into a metal liker/lover

decorations

some more extreme

succeed in scaring the shit out of me

glad I have a grumpy kitty to protect us