Ashley Blue

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Head-Standard

two days

yesterday and today

it just went up

my ass

came over my head

gravity is strong

maybe i'm strong enough to fight it off

for a short while longer

spurts of resistance

small fete of victory

for a slacker like me

it's awesome

let me give it back

more

selfishly

bodies get so weird

and older

bigger

unpredictable

inexcusable

i need a brain

it's never too late for that


sure there's plenty of time

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Come Pick Me Up

- O Ryan Adams Thank U
when they call your name
will you walk right up?

with a smile on your face?

will you cower in fear

in your favorite sweater

with an old love letter

I wish you would

i wish you would

- come pick me up!

take me out

fuck me up

steal my records

screw all my friends

they're all full of shit

the smile on your face

and we do it again

I wish you would.

when your walking downtown. do you wish I was there?

do you wish it was me?

with the windows clear and the mannequins' eyes. do they all look like mine?

You know you do.


i wish you would


come pick me up

take me out

fuck me up

steal my records

screw all my friends


behind my back


the smile on your face and we do it again

i wish you would

i wish you'd make up my bed

so i could make up my mind

try it for sleeping instead

maybe you'll rest sometime


I WISH I COULD

Monday, January 18, 2010

Litter It Sure

katsuya before the HAPPIEST SHOW ON EARTH

Pee-Wee Herman Show!!!!!!

not much

still a brat

every other day

but they are full days

get me out of my skin. i hate the body in which i am imprisoned

fuck the shell

it makes me cry and nervous

all those worries that i will be hated for something

a monster pimple

treated with a cotton ball soaked in Sea Breeze, scotched taped to my face overnight

say what you will, that shit works wonders for my biggest and deepest blemishes

bobbi is a real beauty, inside and out.

pass the mic

directing

producing

action

little tatianna is a princess inside

Lyons

favorite teeth


she's a lady


and a tramp

Monday, January 11, 2010

So New

fuck yeah. the holidays are over

A Single Man was so stylish

great show

thurston!

a night to stroll k-town

a very considerate audience

too bad i was a brat that night. it wasn't anyone's fault. certainly not davey. maybe i blamed r. crumb too much

unexpected Brazilian restaurant choice, but it was the cleanest place anywhere near the wiltern. we loved it

the M. Grill on wilshire

introspective

male

female

bisexual

sexy david hurles hollywood hills era

gallery in naz

quality

time well spent

visiting the family

bleeding in the house he grew up in

don't fall


the mint jelly


does not pick up

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Collapsed On New Year's Day

generous to my family when they give my life choices respect
and acknowledgement that the sex business has made me quite happy.

that's all i ask of now. and i get it. since we're all grown up/ and over the childhood bullshit...good!

kitty thinks i'm crazy

she needs to take things a little less serious

turkey neck-bone in the trash

a billion oranges for twelve dollars from costco

free range

young tom

i don't speak your language

terribly sorry sir

but even in your death you are porn to me

B.H. Cheese Store - the best!

hand dipped by my tired, little fingers

you better have been worth all this mess and time, Tom!

ok, i like you

Davey soothes my foul nervousness

Mat and Leigh came over, such a treat! They are a great couple, dammit!!!

o lil, o carlos

Damn!!!!

The most gorgeous family of all. I want to follow in your footsteps

The first baby in our house!

uh oh, now i want one so badly

simon has the barney fork

i want a little baby

but i think i'm too wild right now

men and their forks

taking food with my meds

jelly, crackers and unsalted peanuts (whole)

yes, that's my recipe. but you can have it

because it's so fucking good

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